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[November 21st, 2006] |
So apparently one of my good friendships just ended.
And I have no idea why.
Like seriously, no idea.
Oh well though.
Yesterday, after not talking for over a year, I started talking to my friend Chris again.
Chris has always been closest to my heart.
That boy has impacted my life more than anyone ever has.
I didnt feel complete without him in my life.
I cant even express how happy I am that we are talking again.
I love you Chris.
Ive made alot of life changes.
I became vegetarian on Friday.
Its really not as hard as I thought it would be.
Hopefully I can keep it up.
I quit smoking.
I havent had a cig since Sunday.
Thats real good for me though.
I think I can do it.
I also decided to quit drinking.
Its fun of course.
But I can have fun without the alcohol.
I get vacation days at work starting January.
Where should I go??
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[November 17th, 2006] |
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So as boring and annoying as my work gets, I sure do love the money.
Not only did I get that raise but I had 2 checks on my desk this morning.
I got $150 bonus for doing nothing.
Plus I found out I get 8 paid vacation days starting January.
Gotta start planning my vacation ;)
My tat looks like shit. Im pissed.
As soon as it heals Im going back and making him touch all the color up.
Piece of crap.
So I don’t think Eric really actually wants to be my friend.
But oh well.
I tried.
And at least we have friendly conversation once in awhile.
That’s all Ive wanted for the past 5 months.
Itll do for me.
I get to go home in 20 minutes and see my boo.
Waking up next to him in the morning puts me in the best mood.
Im so lucky I have him.
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[November 14th, 2006] |
Today has been the best day Ive had in a long time.
Eric and I finally had a friendly conversation.
I feel like so much weight has been lifted off my shoulders.
Feels amazing.
I had my review at work today.
And... got a raise :)
17.28/hr here I come.
I ate too much Taco Bell at lunch.
And saw the biggest booty bitch there.
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[November 13th, 2006] |
Theres something on my mind and its really bugging me. I don’t know what to believe. But all I know is that if I find out its true, Ill never trust again.
Saturday was the first time Id seen him in like 5 months.
My heart starting beating really fast but Im very proud of the way I carried myself.
Im doing okay.
Ill be okay without him.
I don’t know when my brother gets his test results back.
But every night I keep praying.
Everyone, please say a prayer for him as well.
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[November 8th, 2006] |
I cant believe I found this picture. ahaha.
The one on the left,
yeah, hes my brother.
And hes my hero.
Hes my world <3.
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[November 8th, 2006] |
I need to stop deleting every post I make.
But they all make me sad.
Lets try to make happy posts.
K go.
Im working on designing my next tattoo.
They are way too addicting.
I really cant decide if I should get a half sleeve.
Id love to.
But Im not so sure it would be the best choice.
I want Laura to visit.
Right.
Now.
TJ makes me happy.
I wish I was pretty.
Randomness, hello.
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